Life is a game…and the rules change everyday. Just when you think you got all the rules…they change. Everything changes.  We only sometimes change the way we feel about things, the way we see things. We change physically but in the very core of us we do not change. We never know what we really want. We ask for chances and sometimes,  life offers us one. But do we take it?

We ask for love…we get love. We love, we hate…we hate to love.  Can we hold on to love? For how long? Is love enough? We lose love trying to figure that out. We lose love by choosing comfort. We cry. Then we smile cause we realize we had love…even if only for a second…many wander their entire life to get a glimpse of love…we lived it…We cry again. Then we laugh because we cried again. We laugh with tears…isn’t that crying? I guess not.

We need to be happy…we strive to be happy. But are we really happy? Or are we just happy we’re not sad? We chase happiness our entire life but we don’t know what happiness is? We chase it so much that we forget to enjoy the little things like the smell of a Saturday morning, the starry sky, the “right now”. So we get sad…

We don’t know what we really want. We need to be heard but do we ever listen? We like to talk…and talk…and talk…but in the end that’s just it…talk. We do not really do anything. We just let life to take its course and we’re just there without full attendance. But who knows?! Maybe it’s better this way. Maybe this is what we really want or need.Thing is…we better be damn sure it is OUR choice that we are making and that we will not wonder our entire life how would have been if we chose differently. Cause if we do…it only means we have made the wrong choice.

There’s a saying: we make our choices then our choices make us. Meanwhile…things change, life is a game…and the rules change everyday…

Five for Fighting – 100 Years

I’m 15 for a moment Caught in between 10 and 20 And I’m just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are

I’m 22 for a moment And she feels better than ever And we’re on fire Making our way back from Mars

15 there’s still time for you Time to buy and time to lose 15, there’s never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live

I’m 33 for a moment Still the man, but you see I’m a ?they’ A kid on the way, babe A family on my mind

I’m 45 for a moment The sea is high And I’m heading into a crisis Chasing the years of my life

15 there’s still time for you Time to buy and time to lose yourselfWithin a morning star

15 I’m all right with you 15, there’s never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by Suddenly you’re wise Another blink of an eye 67 is gone The sun is getting high We’re moving on

I’m 99 for a moment Dying for just another moment And I’m just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are

15 there’s still time for you 22 I feel her too 33 you’re on your way Every day’s a new day

15 there’s still time for you Time to buy and time to choose Hey 15, there’s never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live